I came home
Almost in tears again
I expected no sympathy
And got none
It’s just...
Some of these days
Are so hard...
So much hissing
Screaming
All the rushing of everyday life
That I’m so tired of
Whether of the rush or of life
I don’t know
But I’m so tired...
Fed up...
I need a hug
But I don’t want anyone to touch me
As if they will
With all their
Invisible walls
Separating them from the pain
The pain others feel
I have those walls too
Thicker than most
But I want that hug…
There’s only one person I will allow
I’m not sure if I chose
To let him in
Or if he made it
All on his own
But he makes me feel
Like I’m still here
Almost like this might be worth it
Just a little bit...
So much happiness
Making it an island
On a sea of loneliness
And unhappiness
My savior arrived
Like a boat on the horizon
My salvation
That I almost want to turn away
But to do so would kill me
I’ve let him in so much
That it may just kill me
If I ever have to let him go
I don’t ever want to have to...
Let him go...